I told my teacher "i've never been happy this week". more like i'm exhausted and overwhelmed.

Ahh well. my friends should know whats happened. kinda stupid. i should've just given up everything and chose to embark on another path. but its too late for regrets. i'm aware of this- i'm to be blamed. lifes not a bed of roses. its time i grew up and face the real world. i hope time flies (:

i'm pessismistic. TGIF. i've always look forward to weekends. now i treasure them cause they only come every five days. five treacherous days of ordeal. thats much more appropriate =/

心情忐忑不安, 对充满未知数的未来, 我实在无法盘算.

向左走,向右走??

这到题目不禁在我脑海里打转了好几天. 对于无法做出决定的我, 感到十分悲哀. 我就是那么如次三心两意. 我很羡慕那些已做出了决定的朋友, 因为们很清楚自己要的是什么. 我却是那么的不坚决,那么的举棋不定, 那么的懦弱, 怕的是等待着我的未来. 沿着国初的道路继续地走着, 也许过程会荆棘密布, 但是, will my efforts pay off? what if i screw myself in there. damn it. 南初的学习步伐是没那么糟, 但是我会喜欢那里吗? 我不想忏悔, 因为两年的光阴, 说长不长, 说短不短. appeals ends tomorrow. and now i've less than 24 bloody hours to make my decision.

也许, 是时候我学会承受压力了.

anyways. on a lighter note- lihui! thanks for accompaning me today.
sihui! i hope u can eventually get into the place that you really desire to be in (:

天下无不散的宴席。生命里的每一切都会画下完美的休止符。不知不觉，我在国初已有两个多月的时间了。时间飞似如箭，我们都被派到各自的初院了。我可算幸运，再度被派到这里来－习惯了这里，也不必重新逼迫自己去适应新的环境。但是，我有预感我会被掉到令一个班去。这也表示，S20即将解散。心里有万分的不舍，但是这已是无法改变的事实。这三个月来，令我对一向被奉为“读书村”的国初有了不一样的印象。我想说的是，不管我们在什么初院就读，都一定要保持联络哦！虽然只有短暂的三个月，但我过得很愉快，想必你们也一样！

Live life to the fullest and enjoy your life!


初院的生活是可以多姿多彩的!!

S20 rocks! =DD

finally i can log on to blogger. goodness its near a month since i've updated. yup u see all the spider webs and dusts flying around my blog. i had a fun chinese new year especially when angpows roll in continuously wahaha. i may not have a lot but it sure can make me afford three decent pairs of, say, DC shoes =D

posting results out next tue. i know i'm gonna stay. so ive decided to change my subject combination to 4H2. 1st, i reckon that the deadline is over and no amendments could be made!!! WTH. 2nd, the teacher in charge is out of town!!! WTF. aint it damn obvious that i've left with no choice at all?! haiz. let me just pray that its a blessing in disguise and i dont flunk my physics throughout this 2 years X.x

on a lighter note. i like tank's new album!!! especially 专属天使 and 非你莫属. must listen!!